I will finally take a bow from my site works officially on 10th of January. It's not because I'm giving birth anytime soon, but it seems that I have been gorging myself with a lot...and I mean a LOT of food recently which made me reached 71.1kg in a matter of weeks...that's almost additional 6kg from my weight in December 2015.
Thus, going up and down my site office stairs is becoming a feat for little old me. Added to the fact that my beautiful and strong Peanut is moving around any crevasses she can find around my ribs even if she already dropped down quite a lot. I can feel fluttery fingers on both side of my pelvic areas and more stretching (and stretchmarks too...)! Night time sleep is a challenge too as acid reflux and a heart burns are the norms at these times. I tried sleeping half sitting and cold milk to keep it all away but I guess, this is one of the sacrifices a mother has to go through.
For the first time in my whole 35 years in this world, I am taking a leave of absence from work that will define my bonding moments with my soon-to-come little princess. I feel a bit guilty because I cant feel the excitement that much but they said I will feel it once I saw her. I'm holding on to that thought tightly. I do not want to have any post-partum grievances and will try to avoid it.
Coming next week, I'll probably start nesting as I was freaking out that everything is still haphazard in our house. Too many stuff still floating around and not in place. Oh well, must do some planning for this well-deserved leave then!
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